Day by Day

Yap, back again to Penang. For the last weekend, I spent it at hometown. Not very bad or good, moderate rating. At least I've ate something that I wanted and learn something that I am interested (currently).

Appreciation goes to Jaron, for teaching me 1 guitar lesson and lending the guitar. Quite hard in teaching me right? Biasa mah, budak bodoh memang ini macam, lembap. Now you know how MrDing used to feel when facing me, I bet he uses most of his 'bed power' that he going to use that night in teaching me (Don't tell out this, if not I GG)

Playing the guitar isn't hard, the learning is hard. I still can feel the pain on my finger 'tits' after the playing on yesterday night. I think yesterday night, I used up somewhere around 2 or 3 hours in learning all the single note and 2 of the chord. How goo am I, but we end up playing with something marvelous and reading something that make me laugh the shit out. That book shouldn't be found, because it was an embarrassment for all of us.

About the playing, Jaron have a damn cool 1.5metre plus 'tidus' sword made from wood. Not only that, he have a sissy pink color light saber. Still got others high-tech toys including the 'spider', C00L man!

Guess next week is the Chinese New Year holiday and everything will back to the same after the holiday. Student back to study, worker back to working, mother back to cooking, and me back to ... ... ...


ps: Jaron I want to play that sword again. Next time we fight real real, I pedang besar you take that sissy pink saber oKay? sure win! (I let you fix the aimer on the saber also nevermind, go ahead)

太多了

这几个星期，太busy了。我都不知道我在busy什么，种是每时间breath。 1还没做完，2已经到了， 前两个还没好，3已经靠经。大个便都没时间，真辛苦。

我的人生真的像块shit，大了就算。我呢~过道今天就好，没多要什么。

这样活下去不是办法，没钱，没车，每house，最teruk的是女朋友都没有。情人节又快到了，没有对象是很丢脸的事（是meh?）。我看买朵花和巧克力送给男生朋友算了，好desperate～

去学校好像去动物园，好多人和清瘦。笑容也没那么直燃了，都是好fake的笑。像老人家说，‘笑在mulut里，dulan在心里。

时间快到了，我也该走了。再见小家～

爱情是很kanasai的！so别庆祝请人节了。WelCome to the world of MalakLou! I shall retired and find my own~!

I got it

Yeap, I did mentioned at previous post that I want to get this novel named, 'A Place Called Here' by Cecelia Ahern and today I really got it. Not a gift by other, I bought it myself. I can't believe I bought a novel, where I didn't really used to it. To whose who know my 'behavior', they will open their eye really big to know that I bought a novel, Unbelievable~

I have finished her last book last named 'Where Rainbows End', and indeed it is a good write.

So, today I bought this book (A Place Called Here) that cost me RM35.90 and then member registration at popular about RM25.

Going to start reading when the night comes! Muahahaha! Oh Yah, beside book, I also bought a pair of shoes that cost RM79.20. Conclusion, today strolling cost me all together around RM140.

Chinese New Year is chasing from behind, beware!

commence future plan, study or ... ...?

Few weeks ago, I got this question asked by one of my friend/classmate, 'Eih susu, you got planned for further studies mah?'. It strikes me. Like any others will do, I didn't give answer for that till I got further details.

So, here the details went.

JooTeik : Want go for degree mah? (sound like go party... ...)
Susu: Where?, ada expensive mah?, who else going? (I ask more than him-.-)

JooTeik: That school name is Le Cordon Bleu at Adelaide, Australia.
Susu: You going ah?

JooTeik: I planned to, Bala and Gareth going also ... ... apamacam?
Susu: I beh hiao leh (I don't know). How much is the course?

JooTeik: Currently still around RM120k, if the currency went up, then up up~
Susu: Ni ma leh! Where I 'magic' out that amount of lui(money) woh.

JooTeik: Your mum ah~ ask her lah!
Susu: My mum toreh getah only neh, RM12 got lah!

JooTeik: You mai hao siao (buat bodoh) ... ...
Susu: Anyway, what is that course called?

JooTeik:High Diploma + Degree in Culinary management (not so sure).
Susu: Management ah? then cooking mah sikit loh~

JooTeik: Degree si an kuang mah (is like that), more on management de.
Susu: I think about it first, have to ask my toreh getah punya mum~


That is how it went, unfortunately I didn't ask my mum, not yet. Actually, I already have the answer without asking. My mum will say, 'YES' and then go inside her room and start thinking how she going to 'magic' out the amount of money, what a David Cooperfield~

Anyway, I don't really have the interest in studying management. I am keen to have a degree certificate and I love to study oversea but I don't really like the course in management. Theory has been blacklisted by me since my primary school time and yet it still is now. I won't study it unless I have to and that really put me in a hard time.

Overseas, if I'm having the luck, fate, destiny or whatsoever to study at overseas (who know my mum tiot 4D first price leh), I will think twice before making my mind to Australia because Le Cordon Bleu also located at France too and some other place that I still don't know where. I will definitely choose France (tarak kawan neh). What to do?

I bet I should stop day-dreaming. I live in a Earth, be realistic.

Define Yourself

Have you ever encounter with a person that you totally unacceptable to be with sometimes? I bet the majority would say, 'Fuck! definitely YES'. Sometimes, I am one of those (I bet) idiot, or maybe not me but everyone else is the same. Really wonder is it in the earth, only those who hold the monk/priest job would be differ from others? I doubt that~!

Alright, this are those inevitable idiots you are going to meet. Choose yourself which one is yours :-

• Human are selfish, greedy, and so on with negative issues.
• Human only know critics other but not realizing they isn't that good neither. In fact, they are more sucks!
  
• Human are a loser, they surrender in an argument (with non-care face expression) just to prove that he is a tolerant. (FUCK that!).
• Human are helpful (now that sound good), if you have the worth to be helped.
• Human are full of jealousy and they didn't really showed it but they will sabotage your 'property'.
• Human are a massive murderer, as they stab each other.
• Human tend to seek for attention by doing something that they don't really know, 'how idiot it is'.
• Human are the author of everything, they change the truth.
• Human are full of different sides, 9 out of 10 side are sucks!
• Human are liar, they do promises and they do break it too.
• Human like to make themselves looks important but actually they have nothing inside them.
• Human say 'choices 1', they did 'choices 2'.
• Human are genuinely faking their 'ass-face'.

That's all the features I can get within my 20years living, bet more to go in future. This is an inevitable features that can be found in people around you. Stay alert! kick their asses before yours get kick!

Note : Don't judge other as you don't even know where yourself is.

Looking, Searching and Finding

Recently was busying with nothing. It's nothing yet I am still busy with, instead of finishing my assignment and do revision for coming exam. Everything just come and go, just like that without leaving any trace - I called this as lifeless and apparently I am suffering from this illness.

I need refreshment, something that able to provide me long lasting enthusiast and motivation (I should ask for this during Christmas, too late). It's okay, actually it don't. Last time, I used to go to school because I feel delighted when it's school time, but everything is with diversion now. I go to school because it's my role to play. I eat because I have to in order to stay healthy. I sleep because I must if I want energy. Everything I did is compulsory, just like someone is writing my life. That is why I despise 'the way it should be'.

Dreadful boredom is haunting me down.

What I have been doing recently? Hmmm, I was on novel. I don't know since when I started to love reading it but what I know is I appear to realize reading is important for me and will always be (I felt that way because I am sick). Just now not long ago (8 hours ago), I was at the shopping mall having the stroll with my friends. They're looking for some outfit for Chinese New Year, and that is the time I realize I am sucks in shopping for myself. I hate making decision out from choices. Conclusion, I despise in commencing shopping.

So, I am attracted by most of the clothing there. Instead, I am actually gain interest in their pricing. I was like 'WHAT THE HELL' they charge so expensive price to non-golding civilian? Then we were like, touch n' go. Meaning we touch and go.

Oh Yah, there is one thing that attracts me. I want to buy this novel! RM35.90 (now know what I mean by 'WHAT THE HELL'?), unfortunately I am also a non-golding citizen~!

If you're willing to help me in gaining reading knowledge, please do help me by sending me some sponsor. Kindly, contact me at 016-5299691 or email me to kokchuen_su@hotmail.com for my bank account. Cash and Credit card are acceptable too~! Thank You~

living?

Life is such an asshole,
Saw my friend and I, living lifeless now. Doubt the future

Today I realized, life is short,
Death gobbled you before you can smell it

Last night, I knew I wasn't wrong
Life is a script,

Written to be follow by blind player,
and

thee think there is always an option, actually NO
that is just another book of script,

with diversion play.